I don't really have any expectations with my self, yet i still feel dissatisfied somehow.

Am i doing the right thing?

should i keep at it?

sometimes i just feel like i'm chipping away at an unbreakable rock.

Like no matter what i try it doesn't break.

But i'm too scared to stop working because i might miss the diamonds inside.

I don't really know what to do with myself.

or what should be my real next step.

None the less, i will keep going.

It's all i've ever known.

-J

Edit: nvm I just woke up and it all feels good.

I was just very tired when I wrote this lol