shout-outs to jotari.

She is a starting artist, so you should go check her stuff out.

also shout-out to serokiro.

he makes some cool stories, maybe give his stuff a chance if you are into that.

And also shout-outs to senormurga.

He makes spooky/edgy/dark drawings and is also a really cool dude.

And finally a shout-out to my friend hulpex. he makes cool music.

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i'll bet you one porly drawn pfp you have no clue what the fuck is going on in this picture

i was making a remix with some samples and was like "why tf do all my songs sound like crap, seriously, this sounds so desperate and nothing like i want it to sound".

And then i realized that i'm burnt out.

turns out the whole "make a loop every day" doesn't quite mix well with audio mixing an entire album on my own.

thanks for your attention.

Anyways i hope you have a good rest of the week

Suffer

i feel like ass lol.

pls send funny memes or something

sorry for not really being active anywhere. i just feel dissatisfied with how things are at the moment. ill be back later.

-j

I don't really have any expectations with my self, yet i still feel dissatisfied somehow.

Am i doing the right thing?

should i keep at it?

sometimes i just feel like i'm chipping away at an unbreakable rock.

Like no matter what i try it doesn't break.

But i'm too scared to stop working because i might miss the diamonds inside.

I don't really know what to do with myself.

or what should be my real next step.

None the less, i will keep going.

It's all i've ever known.

-J

Edit: nvm I just woke up and it all feels good.

I was just very tired when I wrote this lol

...after being on this website for so long, I'm starting to wonder if this is the right site for me and if it really is as "by everyone" as they claim. i don't know. Maybe it's just me not trying hard enough.

We'll see.

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-J