sorry for not really being active anywhere. i just feel dissatisfied with how things are at the moment. ill be back later.

-j

I don't really have any expectations with my self, yet i still feel dissatisfied somehow.

Am i doing the right thing?

should i keep at it?

sometimes i just feel like i'm chipping away at an unbreakable rock.

Like no matter what i try it doesn't break.

But i'm too scared to stop working because i might miss the diamonds inside.

I don't really know what to do with myself.

or what should be my real next step.

None the less, i will keep going.

It's all i've ever known.

-J

Edit: nvm I just woke up and it all feels good.

I was just very tired when I wrote this lol

...after being on this website for so long, I'm starting to wonder if this is the right site for me and if it really is as "by everyone" as they claim. i don't know. Maybe it's just me not trying hard enough.

We'll see.

...

...

-J

i just lost my ability to scout people, lol.

which means one of yall was a naughty boy/girl.

so it has cum to my atenntion that i got 69 fololowers on new grounds . cum... so i maed this

​

and i'm gonna get front paged.

just you wait.

Edit: nvm i give up. This was a stupid idea

ok so basically i'm posting two albumes: nasty songs by the nasty man

and

tight sleep

nsbtnm is more of an experimental type of thing and tight sleep is more... chill

the teaser for nasty songs by the nasty man can be found here: https://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/939864

the first song for tight sleep can be found here: https://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/939855

It's a buff cat! -jesá