i updated my most recent piece to contain two interesting looking alts.

If you haven't seen it already, go check it out! it's a bit of a vent art, but i really like the look it has.

i finally figured out how to change and edit colors in aseprite. the more i use the program the more i begin to like it. it's a great piece of software, and i'm mad people aren't talking about the spray tool. it's my favorite thing so far.

i'm not participating this year. i got too much on my plate already and this just sounds like another disappointment waiting to happen. last year i didn't even made it in, even though ironically, i spent more time on that submission than the one before that year.

the older i get the more i realize that life doesn't really rewards efforts in an equal way; just because you spend so much time on something doesn't guarantee it'll be worth the trouble. you are better off doing things that you know will, regardless of public perception, leave you with more than going out and letting other people decide the worth of your work for you.

Are you participating this year? if you are, i wish you the best of luck. take care out there.

F whatever the hell i said 1 day ago. i decided i'm staying. i'm still here af let's goooooooooo

also it's my birthday today so that tooooooo aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I should stop posting depressive thoughts late at night because every time i end up regretting it the next day.

ANYWAYS WE ARE SO BACK AAAAA I AM 20 NOW AAAAAAAAA

I am never posting anything to this account ever again. There is no point to posting my art online. I hope you never get to consume anything made by me. This was pointless. I literally have entire albums produced and absolutely no reason to post them. There's nothing good about me posting them online. There's no demand and there's absolutely no reward. I get the same result out of posting or not posting. This was a stupid idea to begin with. All the good things about music have happened to me offline.

Goodbye.

I'm not real, I was never here, and this never happened.

I've come to the realization that it doesn't matter who and how many people listen to my music, i will still make it. And it doesn't matter if it has 1 or a million views, because the only person who cares about me and what i do, is myself.

So nice and full of nice people... some times... most of the time. :)

https://youtu.be/6Vet7o3dtQY?si=vumVq5Rw3A7ixN5V

If you want to use my music in a project just send me a link to the project itself on my pms or a clear representation of what is going to be used in and i will tell you whether or not i agree. If you do end up using it just credit me as SamXID. It doesn't have to be front and center, but it has to be visible and clear. That's pretty much it.

i want to talk about something that comes completely out of left field but i don't know if i should post it on twitter or on tumblr. Any ideas?

i haven't really found the motivation to do anything lately.